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just-afreespirit:

iloveheartbreak:

smhh i lovee this shit

when i saw you & i wanted you : 

then later on we’re boyfriend & girlfriend :

we’re so happy :

& then you said to me :

& all i did was :

& when i would see you with someone else :

& as time went by, i ended up with someone new :

& you would come back like :

& all ill do is :

Yoo , whenever this is on my dashboard I REBLOG IT LIKE SHIT (:

story of my life doe!

(Source: donii0x)

I cant help but wonder whats wrong with me sometimes. Typical female insecurities , but Im not a typical female. you will never see me cry because I hide my tears, too much pride i guess. Its rare for me to be angry, too much energy in my opinion & life is too short. I forgive way too easy, big heart & all but I do not forget. I am an old soul & with that comes wisdom. Wisdom is a burden. I do not trust easy, Ive seen a lot. I do not love easy Ive been let down a lot. I love hard & when  I do its not always mutual. I need someone who can handle all my love, and my independence. I have a wild soul & heart I enjoy the wind in my hair and the sun on my skin. Beautiful soul some say & yet love is hard to find in this hopeless place. I do not want to just jump in love with anybody, my love is seasoned and made to last therefore I remain patient . others Ive been “in like” with before have had wondering eyes which causes me to second glance my reflection sometimes. Im never THE hot girl every guy wants to be with that I know of, usually the best girl friend that is seen as one of the guys. *sigh friend zone. thats how i get to know a guys true colors though how he really is with the guard down, however Im then forever the friend never THE GIRL. Im the girl in the movies who waits until its almost too late to admit her feelings , or lets the friend have the guy she secretly wants, Im the girl who because of indie music , art, and movies still waits for prince charming . Im the girl who sits in the park and day dreams all   day. Im the one that wonders whats wrong with me sometimes, don’t they see me? But always the wild independent soul who is sometimes outspoken and confident , radiant. diamond in the rough…that over powers the stupid female insecurities whats wrong with me? nothing at all. Whats wrong with you, if you pass me by….Maybe some women aren’t meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.=) Gods got plans for me, for who ever is coming along…patience…a virtue I need to retain soonnn ha!